Anonymous in Dirty Picture on 8 June, Report this story. Submit Cancel. My boyfriend and I love each other deeply. We go through many ups and downs in our relationship but our commitment to the relationship never wavers. We are two sexually experimental individuals who are not ashamed of our fantasies. Another one of his fantasies is watching me in bed with another guy.
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I learned that jealousy is optional. The most unexpected part of this whole thing was that I felt zero jealousy. It showed me that jealousy is a product of my perspective and it was entirely my choice whether I indulged it or not.
Last week, he asked me if I was willing to watch him have sex with another girl. I answered him with a question. I reminded myself of why I answered yes in the first place. I guess he was too busy to wait for my answer, so he went back to thrusting. I felt the blood rush down from my head as I was filled with questions. But I loved him too much to do so. I died every time I heard him moaning in pleasure as she rode on top of him. It almost killed me when I heard him groan as he climaxed.